Nekeisha Alexis-Baker's story

Since coming to AMBS, I have had the opportunity to be God’s “dance partner,” with God leading most of the time and letting me believe I am leading at others. Throughout my journey as a student, from my initial decision to enroll full-time three years ago to my upcoming graduation in May 2008, I have found that God has pulled me and stretched me in ways I could not have foreseen.

When I began my studies in fall 2005, I came with the burden of leaving New York City, a place I loved and spent most of my life, and the words of people from my church that saw pastoral gifts in me. The first semester I wrestled with homesickness and an unclear future. Was I called to be a pastor? What if I didn’t want to be pastor? What exactly did God want from me and for me?

As my first semester blended into my second year, these questions remained unanswered. So, I decided to adopt a new approach to my studies. Instead of trying to set what direction my life was going to take, I would pursue the topics that interested me most, and hope that God would clarify my call in the process. Relieved from the pressure I had placed on myself, I indulged in a wide range of subjects, from economic justice and womanist theology, to war and peace in the Bible and early Christian studies. I also discovered my own interests around creation care, animal ethics and social justice that I applied to my work wherever I could. Amazingly, what often looked like a mish-mash of courses ended up being a masters degree in theology and ethics. My plan of study was a winding road, but it had led me to a fulfilling destination.

Throughout the process of seeking and being sought by God, the seminary community has greatly enriched me. My professors have not only stimulated new ideas and facilitated my academic growth; they have also extended the hand of fellowship and pushed me to deepen my faith. Fellow students have also been integral to my journey, broadening my scope of conversation, respecting my distinct politics and ethics, and inviting me into their lives in meaningful ways. In addition to the relationships I have made with faculty, staff and students, I have also had unexpected opportunities to develop and use the gifts I brought with me to AMBS. Preaching and teaching in various congregations, writing for and presenting in academic contexts have been a fruitful part of time here as well.

As I look back to the person I was before coming to the seminary, I can honestly say that I would not have done the things I have done and learned the things I have learned here. I would also not have met the people who continually teach me, both inside and outside of the classroom. Today, I have a more integrated Christian faith, a deeper commitment to the Mennonite church, a stronger sense of my skills and a deeper awareness of the places I need to grow. As I look ahead to life beyond AMBS, I am still uncertain of the exact shape my life will take. However, I trust that God will continue to accompany me, leading me on the way and seeking me as I go.

Nekeisha Alexis-Baker is a student in the Master of Arts: Theological Studies program. Her husband Andy Alexis-Baker completed a MATS degree in 2007.