To view or enter comments, click on the Comment link above.Reflections on theme 3Like other recent seminary graduates, my first weeks and months of pastoring involved becoming oriented to the life of my congregation as well as entering into the role and responsibilities of the office of pastor; in my case, as a solo pastor. I settled into the routine of weekly study and sermon preparation. I visited homes and, occasionally, a hospital. I attended committee and church council meetings. I participated in ongoing mission work -- such as the twice monthly "Community Meal" our congregation serves in our church basement to those in the neighborhood. I prayed with and for people. For all these activities I felt relatively well-prepared. I felt my studies at AMBS gave me a solid foundation of theological and biblical knowledge, helpful ministry tools for going about this work, as well as confidence for finding the necessary resources to address various situations. For this I am grateful.
One event for which I did not feel well-prepared, however, occurred within several weeks of my beginning pastoral ministry: a teenage boy was shot and killed a block from our church building. I brought with me a high value on missional leadership and the church being a loving presence in its host neighborhood. One of the reasons my wife and I bought a house on the same block as the church was because we desired to build relationships with our neighbors and be present in the community.
However, when the murder happened I was unsure how to respond. I barely knew anyone on the block and was unfamiliar with organizations in the city who may address this. Our response as a congregation was to mention this in our prayers of the people during Sunday worship, and to have some informal conversation about how to be a more active presence in the neighborhood.
For me, the incident helped highlight one of my desires for ministry -- that a pastor be not only a congregational leader, but also a community leader -- that the wellbeing of the church and the wellbeing of the wider community are inseparably linked, and that pastors are a significant touching point in that dynamic relationship. I have much to learn in both areas, but I feel less equipped in the area of being a community leader.
During my time at AMBS I feel I received the best training for this while taking classes through the SCUPE program (Seminary Consortium for Urban Pastoral Ministry) in Chicago. These classes focused on the intersection of theology and urban ministry, using the city of Chicago as a laboratory for learning and practicing contextualized ministry. While significant, these classes were a small percentage of, and disconnected from (geographically, relationally), the overall seminary experience.
Whether we call this being a missional leader, or use Jeremiah's phrase of "seeking the shalom of the city" (or countryside), or whether we think in terms of faith based community development, I have felt a disconnect between what I value in theory, and the knowledge/skill base I have for carrying this out. And from the sounds of what has been heard from the Engaging Pastors project, I am not alone.
Much of this, I recognize, is and must be learned as on-the-job-training. Now in my third year of ministry, I am thankful for the ways my setting, the city of Cincinnati, has provided opportunities for developing these skills. I have worked at building relationships with other pastors who are involved in community leadership, I have become more aware of the many organizations doing good work throughout the city, including ways that members of our congregation are well connected to these organizations, and I have participated in some of the educational forums in our city.
Sadly, there was another murder near our church earlier this year. This time I felt better prepared and better relationally connected to initiate a prayer vigil outside the home of the victim: asking neighbors to attend, being in touch with the police, contacting a local non-profit organization that has responded to murders in the past, and inviting local pastors to participate. It was not a massive response -- there were 20-25 of us offering prayers and trying to keep our candles from being blown out by the cold January wind -- but it was an important statement to the community about the church's ministry of reconciliation. So there's growth in this area. And there is still a long way to go.
One of the skills I most value from AMBS is that I was taught to be a careful, observant reader of text. Professors modeled and conveyed the importance of treating a text with respect and patience -- parsing content, paying attention to how one part relates to another, looking for how structure shapes meaning, becoming sensitive to nuances which help inform interpretation. I believe being a community leader means that these same kind of skills need to be applied to reading one's social context -- parsing the word and the world, paying attention to the scripture and the street. And then, allowing our reading, our renewed eyes, to shape our practices, our renewed energy, conviction, and mission.
We are doing this in the Mennonite Church, but there are many possibilities for growth. Whether this happens at the seminary, denominational, conference, or congregational/level I'm not sure. Probably a combination of all those. It's an area where we would benefit from more discussion and more experimentation. Can Elkhart be more intentionally approached as a learning lab for students and more community partnerships developed? Can congregations around the country who are doing this well provide internships for ministry students looking for this kind of training? How can we continue to make our practice of our theology ecclesial and public? These are a few of my ongoing questions.
Joel Miller
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